Irritated

Well, I can't really say irritated I guess. But, I want to try and contact my Dad's side of the family again. I even found one of my cousins. I just want to know they are ok. To tell them I'm pregnant. To talk about my dad and remember him. I don't know why I have this need now. My dad passed away when I was 12. I didn't stay in contact with his family because I didn't know how. No one from that side tried to get in contact with us. I'm the one that found my uncle Charles in 94 or 95 when we moved back to Texas. I was only 14 or 15 at the time. I don't even really know what to say here. I hope I get in contact with more of them. Ugh sorry people my brain just won't work.